Saturday, July 26, 2014

I Hate My Scale Taylor!!!!

I hate my scale Taylor!! I love honesty this B.... is to much. Last week I lost 5 pounds, and this week I gained 5 pounds. I cannot win!!! but I will never give up!!! I just cant seem to get past this 20 pound lose. I switch food up , I have even over indulged to try and reset, and nothing! I’m at the point were I just want to eat whatever I want because it isn’t making any impact. The only reason I wont give up is because honestly my old lady acid reflux has disappeared because of my good eating habits. Also, I have not gained weight, and I know if I let go, I will be in real trouble. If I look at junk food the wrong way on a daily basis I will gain 10 pounds without blinking.

Yesterday at the pool I got shoe string fries, and acted like I made a healthy choice by not getting cheese on my fries. All the ketchup that I put on surely made up for that. Not to mention Christian's left over chicken finger that I enjoyed. It was a downward spiral after that because last night I was going to make brownies for the boys and I planned on eating like 4 of them. Luckily for me there were no eggs to make the brownies and I was to tired to go to the store. Laziness finally paid off for me once!

One thing that did motivate me was seeing my license picture from 4 yrs ago and comparing it to the new one. Although the stupid scale wont cooperate with me , I can visually see a difference. I will hold onto that for now and keep moving forward <3

Sunday, July 20, 2014

Its my Summer and I can eat and drink if I want to~No, no I cant!!!

All this fun with friends and family this summer has really been great but I was eating and drinking whatever I wanted to, just like those skinny girls that I used to be, and I am surely not anymore. My metabolism is shot now! Although still walking , it just wasn't enough. The stupid scale did not move one ounce and I was getting frustrated. So I did something extreme and tried the sacred heart diet last week. I ate fruit all day one day, veggies all day the next, then steak another day.It went on for 7 days. It is not something you can do everyday of life but it helped me drop 5 pounds. Now Im hoping to keep it going with eating 6 small meals again at least on weekdays. For today Im having a corona light and a brownie sundae for desert tonight, tomorrow back in action! Hey Im not perfect ;-)

As I was walking the dogs this morning, I saw a woman with a cane. She was very overweight and walking very slowly in front of me. I did not want Kernel to jump on her so I came up quickly by her side and passed her. She looked over at me and said thank you! Her face wa young, this was not an older person at all. I usally only learn these lessons at wawa ( if you know me you undertand) I do not want to be that woman so I will keep on moving forward. Wish me luck, I will need it :-)